I miss my smile. I miss my laugh. I miss the little stupid jokes I would make up. I miss the lil crazy scenarios I would put together in my head. I miss the crazy in me, the evil in me, the ugly in me. Laughter so innocent, warm smiles. Waking up and just thinking “who’s day am I gonna make today?” It’s crazy how leaving everything you’ve ever known, can change you completely and make you realize so much at the same time. Damn. I miss my actual life. I miss ME.